Stick me with you needles...PLEASE

So as one can see, my life needs some sprucing up...a little spring cleaning if you will. But before that starts, I really need, well do quite a bit, but, really need to get some money. So bring on the needles and try to prick me with pain-it won't happen because I'm a bit numb-but the plasma selling will be taking place tomorrow late morning and I will have $20 in my pocket. but not for long since I owe a shit load of money to a shit load of people. Oh if I had just one dream come true it would be for all of my bills and loans to go away fooorrrevveeerrrrr!!!!!! No, just kidding it would be so that people could walk down the street and feel safe, and that if something did happen to them they would not feel as though it was their fault because they did not take that self defense class, or put their pepper spray in their purse, or because of the way they dressed, or the people they hung out with, or the club that they just left from. And if something was to happen to them, they would feel empowered to help make a change, and not ashamed of it. They would feel like 'that fucker, who the hell does he/she think they are!' I'm not going to let them feel as though they can get away with that with me, and I'm going to make damn sure that nobody else feels that way either.
Okay a little needed rant and rave about the state of the world-from these eyes.
Back to sticking me with your needles.....
So me and my friend Andy are going to donate together and than jointly eat off only $40 for the next month. We are going to hit up every cheap lunch, free chips and salsa, and ramen that it takes to ensure that our pockets always have a bit of money in them for the important things in life...like driving down to the cities to see your best girlfriend who you miss dearly. or driving to a family reunion on the fourth to see the love. basically to have the needed about of money to ba able to get out of dodge anytime I feel I need to, to have at least a slight releif of stress and tension and emotional drainage- so I can feel rejuvinated, I'm sorry that I don't always feel I can get that from the area I'm in or with people that I'm alround but hey one has to do whatever they feel they have to do.
well, this was quite painless.
Angelina